Dec 01



oppositional-girlThis is a re-write of a post I first published on this blog about 2 1/2 years ago. At the time I was just starting to understand fetal alcohol spectrum disorder (FASD) and what it really meant for my son and my family. 

The first time I wrote this I was coming to an understanding of what “NO” meant when my child said it. I had started to see that it wasn’t simple opposition. I still saw it as him trying to get negative attention, which isn’t my current interpretation of his behaviors. At the point I wrote the original post I was starting to understand what actually worked for my child, but I was still missing the WHYs: at that time I didn’t have a very complete understanding of his brain differences and how the NOs fit into all of that. I’ve updated this post to reflect my new understanding of FASD, my child, and the primary and secondary characteristics of FASD.


My child has a default setting, and it is NO.

If I didn’t know better, I’d say he had ODD, or oppositional defiance disorder. Many experts – psychiatrists, psychologists, therapists, and others – have suggested he has ODD in the past. He certainly has all the characteristics – but in reality he has FASD, fetal alcohol spectrum disorder. What looks like ODD is a result of chronic frustration from living in a world that expects “typical” behaviors from an atypical brain. Saying NO is what he does when confronted with people expecting more from him than he can actually do. Being angry and sad and frustrated are actually normal responses to chronic misunderstanding. So labeling him with ODD is not very useful as it doesn’t lend understanding. It simply describes behaviors. It doesn’t look at the WHYs, and I’m not sure that it looks at the WHAT-TO-DOs. In my experience, understanding the WHYs is what drives the WHAT-TO-DOs.

So here are the WHYs:

When I, and other people who train about FASD and the brain, talk about FASD we often split up the behavioral symptoms of brain dysfunction into 3 different groups. This is based on research done by Ann Streissguth and others, and described by Diane Malbin, my mentor and trainer.

First are the primary characteristics of FASD. These are directly related to brain differences and although they vary from person to person, they include slow processing, problems with memory, sensory differences, impulsivity, developmental lags, or dysmaturity, difficulty with language and communication, poor executive functioning, and difficulty with abstract thought. Each of these brain functions show themselves behaviorally. The person with slow processing may not be able to answer questions quickly, which might look like the person is ignoring the question, or ‘not listening.’ The person who is dysmature and who has language difficulties may be able to superfically engage in conversation at his/her chronological age (due to mimicking or good expressive language skills), but may have little understanding of the content of the conversation, leading others to believe he/she is “getting it” when they are not. Later, when the person with FASD is supposed to remember the conversation or apply what he or she has learned and cannot, it is interpreted as deliberate and willful disobedience.

We help the person with FASD by understanding brain differences, accommodating their very real physical disability (because the brain is part of the body, right?), and structuring their environment for success – just as we do for any other physical disability. We quit assigning motive for what they cannot do. We give them the benefit of the doubt.

Secondary characteristics – like what looks like ODD – are behaviors that result when primary characteristics are misunderstood as being on purpose, intentional, or manipulative. If a person’s needs aren’t met, that person gets frustrated, angry, and shuts down. If this happens time and time again, and if that person is punished for things he or she simply cannot do, frustration and anger increase exponentially. This is a normal response to having one’s needs be unmet.

Tertiary characteristics of FASD are the very unhappy endings of chronic misunderstanding and frustration: jail, homelessness, addictions, and hospitalization.

It’s really important to understand FASD in this way – it’s not a mish-mash of all the symptoms. It’s not an inevitability that the person with FASD will become an addict or have to go to jail. It’s primary differences in the brain, what happens when those differences aren’t understood and needs aren’t met, and what can happen when those needs aren’t met over a long period of time.

Let me explain, using my child, and all his NOs, as an example.

  1. Primary characteristic: he is highly impulsive and so often says the first thing on his mind. Because he often can’t do as asked, the first thing on his mind is often NO, whether or not he is able to meet the request.
  2. Secondary characteristic: he is fearful and anxious about new things, and this expresses itself by a rejection of new things, leading to NO.
  3. Primary characteristic: he has trouble processing situations and conversations rapidly. He uses NO as a place-holder, a way to buy himself time to understand what’s being asked of him.
  4. Primary characteristic: he’s dysmature, so while many children outgrow the NO at age 4 or so, he’s really not there yet.
  5. Secondary characteristic: when he’s feeling most frustrated, he combines the NOs with name-calling, the phrase, “You are mean,” and sometimes crying and tantruming and throwing things to  communicate how he’s feeling.

The primary characteristics are how his brain works. The secondary are the reactions to dissonance between expectation and reality. We can’t change the primary characteristics, but we can change our OWN REACTIONS to the secondary and change his environment for better success.

Here’s how this works in real life:

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Sep 24

Humor? Really? You Have to Be Kidding

I have always prided myself on having a good sense of humor. I can make other people laugh. I can stand in front of an audience of 200 and create laughter that warms my heart. I can poke fun at myself and sharpen my wit at my own expense. So why is it so hard to always be upbeat when you’re dealing with an ETL child?

There are so many emotions that you encounter during the day when you are dealing with kids that are not cookie-cutter easy bake kids. Embarrassment comes to mind. Public places, friends with children who “do” all the right things, sitting in church. Guilt, another favorite emotion. What did I do wrong? How come it looks so easy for everyone else? Should I try medication? Was it that glass of wine I had during my pregnancy? Who does he take after?

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Apr 27



Note: This post has been re-written and re-posted to recognize my better understanding of my child, FASD, and oppositional behaviors. I kept the original post here because it provides a useful before/after picture of the development of my understanding of FASD.

If your child has FASD or another neurodevelopmental disorder, please see the updated post for a more thorough discussion of the issue!



My child has a default setting, and it is NO.

I have several  theories as to why this is.

  1. He is highly impulsive and so says the first thing on his mind. The first thing on his mind is, apparently, NO.
  2. He is fearful and anxious about new things, and this expresses itself by a rejection of new things, leading to NO.
  3. He’s learned to be defensive, probably due to problems processing information, which leads him to say NO to most requests.
  4. When he’s confused (see above processing problem) and hasn’t understood the request or question, he will also say NO.
  5. He’s also immature socially and developmentally delayed, so while many children outgrow the NO at age 4 or so, he’s really not there yet.
  6. Finally, he has learned that in our house, NO gets way more attention than YES, so when he’s feeling particularly needy he says NO, and says it a lot. Often when he’s feeling that way he combines it with name-calling, the phrase, “You are mean,” and sometimes crying and tantruming and throwing things other lovely behaviors that communicate how he’s feeling in the most unpleasant way possible.

Saying NO started when he first began to talk, around 3 (notice that he was a late-talker, which lead to more frustration, which lead to more NOs) and although we’ve had ups and downs over the past couple of years in terms of the level and intensity of his opposition, it’s pretty much continued unabated until now. He’s 8, 9 in 2 months.

What hasn’t continued unabated has been our response to these NOs. At first we went with the flow. After all, saying NO is very normal behavior for toddlers and pre-schoolers, as are tantrums and screaming.

I really wish I could say that all along I believed in my child and knew there was more going on than him simply being “bad,” but this wasn’t the case.

Our next tactic was to be frustrated, to say NO back, to punish, to give consequences, to be angry and sad and frustrated…and we did this for several years. A very LONG several years. It didn’t work. It probably made it worse (see the #6  above about NOs getting more attention than YESes). It certainly didn’t make it better. The harder we pushed the harder he fought. Go figure!

Eventually we (and when I say “we” I really mean “I,” because for better or for worse Mama drives the child-rearing practices in our house) came to a place where we started to realize that there was more to the NOs than him simply being a super-brat. I really wish I could say that all along I believed in my child and knew there was more going on than him simply being “bad,” but this wasn’t the case. It’s only been a recent (like in the past year) development that I’m realizing he truly, truly can’t help this behavior (see theories  #1-5, above.)

But even though I realized his behavior was beyond his control, that the NOs were not on purpose, that if I waited a beat – 2 seconds or so – he would tell me what he really meant and thought – I STILL handled it wrong.

I talked. I talked and I talked and I talked. I talked to him about trust, and how he needed to mean what he said, and how people wouldn’t like him if he was so negative and how hard it was for Daddy and I and his brother to know what he meant if he didn’t say what he meant from the get-go, and blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

I’m sure I sounded like the teacher in Peanuts. Because it did about as much good as that teacher does. Wah wah wah wah wah.

It took me about a year to realize that although getting away from punishing him for saying NO was a good thing (and actually resulted in less NOs, believe it or not), talking about it, trying to be logical and providing reasons for why he wasn’t being an effective communicator by saying NO all the time, didn’t work. Not really. I mean, he heard what I said sometimes, and if you ask him in a calm moment how he’s supposed to ask he can tell you, but it didn’t really translate into the behavior we wanted.

That said, here’s what HAS worked. Finally:

  • Giving him the benefit of the doubt. When he says NO, we wait. We (try not to) assume that he truly means NO when he says NO. We actually assume otherwise. We ask a second time. We get clarification. We ask a 3rd time. We make sure that NO means NO. Most of the time it doesn’t.
  • Taking him out of uncontrolled social situations. For us this included school. He was too overwhelmed with the other children, the social and academic expectations that he couldn’t meet, and the constant frustration and disappointment he felt when comparing himself (or when others were comparing him) to others. He is less overwhelmed and we can concentrate on what really matters now.
  • Stop talking so much about how to act. He knows how to act. Now we need to give him space and an atmosphere where he can put what he knows into action.
  • Waiting for him to grow up. I’m not taking credit for that. His behavior/developmental level took a leap. It would have done so no matter what we did. I think this is the biggest thing that happened.

Now, my boy still says NO a lot. But he says it a lot less. And I’m willing to bet that as the years go by he will say it even less than now.

I’m not sure he’ll ever be a glass-half-full kind of guy, but at least he won’t break the glass before he’s even tried the water.